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profile Ferlisya Rinjasmin G. Am 16. In Moscow. ya'll have faith yaw. cause i love you guys. lets stone and slide. archives October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 September 2008 October 2008 |
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @ 12:39 PM
soon, the stars will fall on me. im trying to live my everyday life normally an enjoying every second. by now, im at the final stage and i can only pray that i'll get to reach out to everyone. telling them how much i love them and how thankful i am to have them by my side. im glad that each and everyone whom i know is changing for the better. but to this lady whom i love so much, i want you to know that no matter what happens, im still by your side. you promised me that you'll have faith. make sure you keep that promise. as much as i love my friends, i love my parents too. i know they're crying inside. i know they cant accept this fate. i know behind those eyes, they're crying everynight. hoping there'll be a tomorrow for me. but sooner or later, i'll still have to leave and everyone has got to move on. everyone has their own weaknesses and everyone has their own strength. dont let your weaknesses take over your life, and i mean it. cmon guys, i read like a few blogpost about me. ofcourse im touched and i got to be honest, one tissue box isnt enough. but yall gotta have faith. please. treasure me, yes, but dont worship me. remember guys, im still watching over you. i live up my everyday with my friends. and i am blessed to get friends like you guys. you people are the best. T.T i'll remember the silly times after training. i'll remember the silly times during dance prac. i'll remember the silly "gigs" we had after training. i'll remember that locker. i'll remember the get well soon cards. i'll remember us siting in a circle , holding hands and sang the graduation song. i'll remember everyone. i'll remember izzie for being the understanding girl on earth. i'll remember andy for being the most obnoxious guy on earth. i'll remember kimmy for his undying love. i'll remember fir for standing my by side. thanks guys. remember, im always there. keep your hopes up high, and have your faith with you. cause whatever you do " you gotta have faith" izzie, please dont worry so much about me. it hurts me to see you like this. i'll be your sky. for you only. if it rains, i dont ever wish to see you sad. smile for me. if it rains, it means im missing you. if its sunny, it means im happy. if its windy, it means im by your side. no more tears for me, please ? be strong okey T.T i love, Izzie, Mitchell, Donna, Seandy, Reza , Mimi, Rauzan, Razif, Dian, Sherlyn, Kathleen, Arvin, Yuen, Wei hong,Sharlin, Dominic, Sandy, Kevin, Gerald, Ivan, Derrick Qasif,Yusri,Hazif,Jacky,Theresa, Isaac,Syafy,Syawafirah,Madison,Ron Pauline,Michael, Wan,Anna, Billy Siddiq,Khai, Laurence,Timothy, Olie, Samuel, Francis, Bella, Callie, Don, Mandy Zul, Yusof, Ain, Ramdi , and i love mummy and daddy. i do love them. Friday, October 3, 2008 @ 12:14 PM
blogger has been ironically stupid.okey, whatev. supposingly, this post was posted on september. asshole. okgo read. High School Musical 3 : Senior Year will be out in Singapore on October 23, the forth day of O Level. I am just advertising, letting all of you know.Now, with reference to that movie, this is my senior year in TKG, maybe it's too late to pronounce that because I am left with less than a month in school. Anyway, I just wanna say that since that it is my last year, or better last month in school, I want to make it the best time of my life. Now that the false promises made by our principal about senior night, which I have already planned who I'ma make as my datte, there is not really anything other events which I can enjoy myself. So, what I am trying to say is that I'ma stop the hating, and begin the loving. I actually started last friday. I put aside my hatred i have towards other people and somewhat speak to them naturally. Well not really like "Hella!" kind, but just normal conversations, he speaks, i answer. That's all.But, it was still nice. I had a lot of fun in the last week. And I really wish that this can go on for the next 3 weeks. I'ma have fun with the people around me regardless of the relationship we had in the past.That aside, let's get to sad part of the post. Not really sad, more like just the portion when i vent my anger. Results are out, and I am not too happy with it. After I listened to my teachers to concentrate less on maths and pay more attention on other subjects, i really regretted that decision. My maths were just borderline distinction and I am not too happy with it. I was terrified everytime the papers were passed out, biting my nails and sitting at the edge of my chair. However, I kept my cool as i tell myself that the prelims have no effect on the o levels. Furthermore, I already screwed my chinese paper because of that stupid thing that happened. Okay, So far I am only happy with chemistry, it is the highest score i had so far. I studied so much for Social Studies and Geography, but so far, a portion of them were returned, and I am not too happy with the outcome, it really makes me hope for the best for the remaining papers. English has not been returned although it is like the first paper to be complete. Frence not yet because they are still trying to figure out what to do with me. Biology, I am happy so far with my paper 1 results, however I dont think i can keep up with that happiness with paper 2 because I know that I screwed up Paper 2, I already missed out 1 question which weighs 10 marks, 1 question which weighs 9 marks, and I already lost 9 marks in paper 1, so 28 marks gone, I need to get 90/120 to distinctions over all and now, I need 59 marks to achieve that, which is impossible because I have lost 28 marks for paper 2. So bye bye distinctions, just praying for the best.I really have to buck up for the o levels. So far my last month preparation has been going well. I have been doing prelim papers given by my teachers. And I don't think I will be updating the blog as much now, which is evident by the lack of posts. And yeah, I hope I can improve much, much much much better. I AM HOPING WITH ALL MY HEART AND MIGHT. |