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profile Ferlisya Rinjasmin G. Am 16. In Moscow. ya'll have faith yaw. cause i love you guys. lets stone and slide. archives October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 September 2008 October 2008 |
Thursday, December 6, 2007 @ 4:52 AM
im wondering ..... will you? ps: newbestoyfriend, i love you. gees. thank god he knows. haha. oh well. its a secret love before that. haha. just a friend, thats all i'll ever been to you. just a girl, who wants to be in the centre of your world. But I ain’t got much to offer but my heart and soul And I guess that’s not enough for you to notice me I try to smile when I see other girls with you Acting like everything is ok But ohh, You don’t know how it feels to be so in love With someone who doesn’t even know my secret love In my dreams,i see us both together constantly Why can’t you see this love that’s here for you inside of me? What do I have to do for you to notice this ? You look at her with love with me it’s just friendship . im just a girl, and thats all i'll ever be to you aniway, when can i actually meet newbestboyfriend? i wanna mess his hair i wanna bite his ears i wanna punch his stomach as if it was my pillow i wanna tickle him i wanna mess his shirt i wanna make him gaze at me i wanna make his heartbeat skip a beat i wanna hear him breathe i wanna hear him sing i wanna play wrestling with him i wanna play hide and seek in the park i wanna have long walk by the shore i wanna star gaze with him i wanna laugh with him the whole day i wanna hug him i wanna give him a goodbye kiss i wanna make him love me. && i wanna make him mine. lets dream on now.. mommy ,can i live with aunt sally? i dont wanna leave spore. you always said that its gonna be memories,you even said that, "take nothing but pictures, leave nothing but footprints" i've took pictures, but im leaving something or to be specific, someone behind. peow. if i come back singpoare next yr, it'll be a three or four days stay only. gosh. i have a lot to say today. when i serve breakfast today, mom pulled me and said, we're leaving tomorrow. i wanna text him,but, i've been disturbing him and he hasnt got alot of rest. so i've decided to leave a comment in his friendster. i guess i'll be very usy today. not that i still have packing up to do but, i guess im going to explore singapore. snap some pictures. oh and damn it, i have to slp on the floor today. dinklebird, using matress ofcourse. im wondering, if my family were to migrate back to spore, and i search for newbestboyfriend,will he be att or married? (in leesya's mind : gosh, its great if he'll wait for me "x) guess i'll be going now then. going to snap some pictures. bringing my camerabag. with tripod,cleaning clenser,brusher,memory cards,and other equiptments in it. haha. tc ps: newbestboyfriend, i love you. |